Monday, 11 August 2008

maafkan aku..
aku benci padanye..
tapi hakikatnye aku t'lalu m'cintainye..
spenuh jiwe ragaku..
aku x mampu nk buang rse ini..
aku x mampu..

aku t'lalu merinduinye..
t'lalu ingiiin mlihatnye..
walaupon dr jaoh..

aku ingin melihatnye bahgie..
aku ingin mlihatnye sntiase sihat..
aku ingin melihatnye b'jaye..
tp aku x mampu utk mnerime hakikat yg dia bkn lg milikku..
dan aku x mampu utk mnerima yg hatinye bkn lg utkku..

aku akn mati jika dia tiada..
aku akn mati jika dia mnyintai yg lain..
aku akn matiii..

separuh dr smgtku dah ilang bsame2nye..
smgt yg tggal ni hnyelah b'bekalkn ats rse t/jwbku pd ibu bapaku yg smakin menua..
maafkn aku sume..

aku x mampu utk tros idop tnpenye..
aku x mampu mberikn hati pd yg lain..
maafkn aku, irma..
maafkn aku kwn2..
maafkn eda, mak..
maafkan hambaMU ya Rabb..

aku tlalu mnyintainye..
aku tlah mberikn hatiku spnuhnye pdnya..

YA ALLAH..
berikn lah kekuatn kpd hambaMU..
aku benar2 x mampu utk hadapi ujian ini..
aku benar2 x sgup..



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Tioman~Turtle said...

If I could, I would definitely dedicate this song to you.... (",)


"Better in Time"
by Leona Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you,
I didn't know where to turn to.
See somehow I can't forget you,
After all that we've been through.

Go in, come in, thought I heard a knock.
Who's there? No one, thinking that I deserved it.
Now I realize that I really didn't know,
You didn't notice, you mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is, I'm gonna be okay.

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too. oh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you,
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to.
(It'll all get better in time)

How could I turn on the TV,
Without something there to remind me?
Was it all that easy,
To just put aside your feelings?

If I'm dreaming, don't wanna let, hurt my feelings.
But that's the path, I believe in,
And I know that, time will heal it.
You didn't notice, you mean everything.

Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is, I'm gonna be okay.

Thought I couldn't live without you,
It's gonna hurt when it heals too. oh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you,
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to.
(It'll all get better in time)

Since there's no more you and me,
It's time I let you go so I can be free,
And live my life how it should be.
No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you.
Yes, I will.

Thought I couldn't live without you,
It's gonna hurt when it heals too. oh
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you,
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to, yes, I do.
(It'll all get better in time)

Thought I couldn't live without you,
It's gonna hurt when it heals too. yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really loved you,
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to.