...spuhseeba...

i've learnt how to admire someone
i've learnt how to b admired by someone
i've learnt how to like and dislike
i've learnt how to love
i've learnt how 2 b loved
i've learnt how to hate someone
i've learnt how to forgive someone
i've learnt how people can simply forget & find someone that they think suit 2 'em
i've learnt to judge 'emselves by they physical look
i've learnt not to trust someone that look innocent & naive

and those learning process makes me tougher & stronger..

thanx to all those A's 4 being a great teacher 4 me..

p/s - to my lil bro, sotet..

sometimes we must hurt in order to grow, we must fail in order to know..sometimes ur vision clears only after ur eyes r washed by tears..

(kite xtaw ape yg tlah ALLAH peruntukkan utk kite..b'sabarlah..)
What is the difference between 'learnt' and 'learned'?

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Happy 1st Anniversary

16 MEI 2009

ni msg dr penghulu kami, Najwan

365 days ago, we were gathered @ klia waiting to be shipped out of Malaysia. Barely known each other. In 2 months, bonds had been made. Till know, the bonds still remain (at least in me). I miss u guys! Keep in touch.

sok genap setaon kami m'jejakkn kaki ke infosys technologies ltd, mysore campus..xsgke..da setaon kami balik ke m'sia..
1st mse ak dpt twrn mlanjutkn pljrn di infosys (poyo gilerr), a bit shocked..cm x caye je..layakkah ak utk t'pilih mwakili uthm ke sne??dgn asas programmng ak yg sepai2...(nyanyi lagu siam kjap)..mungkinn..
inilah yg dikatekn rezeki kn..sgle kesedihan & kekecewaan yg aku alami tu yg m'bawa ak jaoh ke bumi india..bumi yg ckup2 asing bwat ak..

"cinta eda t'tgl di malaysia la" kata B..
"sejaoh tu kamu bawa cinta kamu, aida" kata kak mira..

warkah2 pilu (jiwang lak) yg aku titipkan buat si dia yg dicintai masih kemas dlm notepad aku..cerita ttg perjalanan idopku di bumi itu..souvenir utknye juge masih kemas dlm lipatan..
bile ye kesemua tu akn diserahkn kpd pmiliknye..?
saat hati ini sudah dihuni oleh insan lain kot..xpe..
mse tu akn tibe utk kau m'bace nota2 itu..

hesh..!!!okai bebeh..
cite sal mse mule2 ak g sne..
ak nek kapal tobang MAS..malaysia airlines system..huhu..
dok sblh sorg gal ni..muke dier cam ciner..upe2nye org srwk..nme dier emmy..stdnt mltimedia kt utem.. tu la 1st dak yg ak knal yg join prog. ni dr U len..tp sbnrny sblom tu ak knal sorg dak ni..dier botak licin..nme dier raja akmal..ak mmg cri dak ni coz mse ak tepon org mdec lu..dier igt ak 1 U ngn raja akmal ni..ak taw nme dier pn sbb dier sbut nme dier kuat2..
mse smpai kt airport bangalore, mule2 dier nk speaking, tp x jd sbb org kt situ sure phm nyer kn..so dier pn ckp bm,
"airport ni mcm airport subang 15tahun dulu.mse ak anta ayah ak g mekah"
hahaha..agk r..tp ak rase betta kot..stil aircond kt airport subang tu bgus lg 15taon dulu..

then ak knal sorg ni lak..ak tataw namer dier ape..tp muke dier cm en.azmar...wakil mdec..puteh2 cam ciner gk..ak ngn kmpius nyer tny dier,
"student ke?"
haha..sbb ak cm cmpius..knp en.azmar nmpk tggi lak??bkn dier rendang2 ke??nme bdk tu najwan dr utem gk..tp ak dgr dier sbut utm..or ak sbnrny yg sound trouble..

phtu biler da ade kt infosys..ak de nmpk sorg dak ni..muke dier cm que haidar..tp ade inai kt jari dier..ehh??muke mude lg da kawen ke??

ade persamaan x??

2 bulan kt infosys mmg la btol2 m'cabar..ade suke..duke..sgle mcm sakit sume ade..dan yg pnting, kami sume diinsurankn di bwh axa affin general insurance berhad dr tkh 16/05/2008 hinggelah 15/07/2008...ak simpan lg kad SmartTraveller neh..
kowunk sume simpan lg x??

ade 6 modul yg kami sume kne setlekn kt cni..mude2 PF..gune C..divide by group..ak 1 group ngn siat jin (unimas), nik (usm) & tkah (uitm)..best sbb dpt share knowledge...sbb ye la kn..sumenyer dtg dr len2 U kn..
yg ak igt, kami kne submit pojek C tu..tp sume ley lak g jejln ke mysore city..b'gelak ketwe..tp phtu sume dok stay up kt GEC..Robert-Norton-Noyce klas SL5 smpai kol 4-5pagi..
mak aii..sbut sal SL5..mse mule2 tklimat,si suchitra de ckp nme klas kam.dier sbut
"yes yel five"
..ak yg mmg blur ni pun mnules la yes yel 5 kt notebook yg diberikan oleh infosys..hahaha..mne la ak taw yg dia mksudkn tu urup S ngn L..
ak simpan lg buku tu wut kngn..cam yg kak chik soh..
p/s - kak chik tu adlh noor ain effa zuriani anuar..partner sy kt infy.dier dak uia yg pndai..

tp mmg r..botul2 m'cbr..ngn tiap2 modul yg de testnyer..ngn pojeknyer..phtu dgn
spice of india yg m'cuci pewut kami..adehhh...
pas smgu kua jejln..mgu strosny kua lg.. nek land rover..if ak x silap la..nme uncle yg drive tu "suami"..hahaha..kami ckp yg tu suami ayu.cm bese la..bli sari..bli punjab suit..rse cm m'bazir lak..tp de yg ckp,
"bia nyesal beli,jgn nyesal x bli"
hahah..ak pn b'blnje la sesuke hati ak kn..

evn kt cni mmg bz n x de mse nk mcari "kebahagiaan" (ye ke??) tp rmai gk yg t'sgkut kt cni kn..cth yg tdekat skali si jboss ngn jan la..x sgke ak diorg smpai kawen..waahhhh...!!!
dlm mesia..1 uitm..tp jupenyer kt india jgakk..sonoknye ak..ak tmpang gumbira & tahniah la ekk..evn ak x pat pegi mjlis kowunk kn..
pasni sape lak ekk..kpd psgn2 infy tu..cpat2 la ye..sonok ak tgok kowunk..
but skunk ni,really2 missed u guyz..
evn ak x rpat sgt kn ngn kowunk..tp hope kowunk still igt kt ak nyer emel..
akusepakkang@gmail.com..
hhehee..

to all infoscions..hepi 1st anniversary

nyum2..

airtel oh airtel..

bersuka ria..

sweet memories...

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blink2..ni 2nd award yg ak trime..utk tag pulakk..thnx ye oura

cara2nye ialah...
1-Copy Award Di atas Untuk Diletakkan Di Blog Anda..anda tidak dibenarkan utk Ctrl+A..sile gunekn mouse anda utk membuat copy ye..Ctrl+C bulehla..

2-Nyatakan 5 Fakta Menarik Tentang Si Pemberi Award Ini.

• seorg lg dak poliMU yg ak knal..dr kos yg same..huhu
  
• puteh..cantek..org s'wak mmg puteh2 kot..(ak ptut mntk tips neh)
  
• ade byk HTML script kt page dier..cane ekk nk ltak..??
  
• ramainye follower dier...
  
• dier cm ader gaye je nk mymbung pngajiannye di UTHM..jd junior ak le nmpknye ye..hehehe

3-Setiap Blogger Mestilah Menyatakan 10 Fakta Atau Hobi Diri Sendiri Sebelum Memilih Penerima Award Seterusnya.

• u.n.p.r.e.d.i.c.t.a.b.l.e.
• jerawat skunk tlah mluaskn jajahannye di dahi,idong nge pipi aku
  
• luv to edit picz..
  
• aku suke nanges bile de mslh..tp ak x suke lari dr mslh cm 'org' tu
  
• sgt2 degil..ketegaq
  
• ape yg ak nk, ak akn buat.xkesah la even ia akn merosakkn diri ak sndri
  
• aku ske bce journal..lg2 sal neural net..(ye ke??)
  
• ak de sbuah kuarge yg sgt2 bhgie..so ak x p'lu lg m'cari kbhgiaan pd insan yg x sptutny..
  
• ak dlm proses m'jual henpon daun (nokia 7610)..nk bli henpon bru..
  
• ak da smakin gemok??(tp nape sal kte ak da mken kuwus??huhu)
  
• ak x suke ngn keje ak skunk..tp ak ikhlas bwat keje ak..tu yg pnting..

4-Anda Perlu Memilih 10..lebih pun xpe...apa guna senarai kat follower tu.. Penerima Award Seterusnya Dan Describe Tentang Mereka..

1. kak mira..my besties..kakak yg best..cayunk akk..tp asyikk cayunk pa'an ngn wok je.huh..!!
   
2. erin.. my junior..dier ni suke na carik keje..ritu mse shortsem keje kt sakan..la ni keje jd kerani lak..tmbh wit kteny..aisey..
   
3. zieda..dier ni sweet..comei..suke tgok pipi dier..skunk keje s application developer kt OAS..
   
4. mimi.. erm..dier ni ak knal kt fs..muleny ak saloo tgok dier post buletin..so ak pon usha2 la page dier..cantek..tp mcabar kredibiliti ak sbg student IT neh..cess..!!
5. ieda.. dier ni cantek..ak suke tgok dier..da keje..& sdg b'bhgie b'same si pojaan hati...
   
6. mimie..ader 2 mimi ekk..yg ni mimie kusya..dak UTHM gk...dier pn cantek gk..heheeh
   
7. ayu.. ak suspec r ngn dier..pndai nyer..byk cmpetition dier mnang..lg2 bab2 programing ni..
   
8. kak anul.. erm..kakak yg comeichubby..syg banget kt abg jai..kn3x..??
   
9. ant..dier ni awek apan..(ant,apan syg kamu) junior ak..td dier tgh pizen PSM...chaiyo2
10. cik eize..ptut ckp pn.nureize kn..lectrr yg tlah m;buatkn ak suke sbjec fuzzy logic..dier kt jpong skunk..smbung phD..

nih la guna nye senarai follower kat tpt korang tu....ini la masa nye nak jengah mereka yang ada dalam list follower korang tu....so bagi la plak award nih kat senarai yang korang tak pernah @ jarang jengah tu.....

jenuh aku nak membuat nye....

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soalan itu

ramai yg berkata..

ramai juge yg bertanya..

ttg kebenaran suatu hakikat...

maaf andai diri ini berlaku songsang ttg hakikat itu..

kerana hakikat itu terlalu perit utk dimengertikan..

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pd rakan2 yg sudi utk bertanya..

terima kasih atas keprihatinan yg diberikan..

dan skali lg diri ini memohon kemaafan...

utk segala khilaf yg dilakukan..

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